to many late nights trying to figure it all out
made a sunshine smile at me in line at the store
thought about her all day long
a simple stranger glances no longer than a blink
and I played house with her
all day long in my head. we kiss we hold hands
and i lie because
I am doing things to her-
fucking , choking, scratching , biting - holding her down
and this feels like some type of crime
that i will never ever ever pay for
we claw and grasp
and we are rough and filthy
and it's our secret.
so we don't stop.