And then out of the blue she sends an email. It opens me like a swift blade. It has been such a long time. It reads as if she misses me but then the words aren't totally directed toward me they could apply to anyone. Like this is some sort of mass email sent to all her ex-lovers. fishing for the fish that bites. I am the shark that bites. Blood in the water. I write the long heart-felt reply." I miss you too. I miss you too" i say. I leave questions for reply. Oh please oh please. I swim inside the lies and wait.