Warm engine hum. I'm burning up the  miles to be in her 
bed.  I will numb myself with her body. Inside the four walls of some motel room. Wherever you tell me to be. Distant galaxies. Numb myself with the words in my head I will never 
speak. Momentary closure, photographic false memories. 
Always better a day later, a week later, 6 years later. You can't have what you want. Take what we can get.  Heartbeats. Warm engines. Warm
 skin. A hard kiss on the mouth while i'm inside you. Stay numb.