how close do you remember the thunder storms?
 the snow drifts?
the parking lot -
hotel room sex?  how close do you still
keep me
in your heart?
one on one
nobody knows us
we cut the lines
we cut
cake
hiding away- hide you away
we opened up veins - watch 
me - watch you
I want you to open for me
how close do
lie your dirty heart
you still do ?
next to me

Codeine

Try to stay around and be good

 but end up  

falling backwards   

split fire-wood to fuel the fire. 

No secret I go where I shouldn’t , look where you hide.

Here is your chance to start thinking up the lies.

Im going to

say your name like I own you

how like our 

every first time is our last time

 you and those wintery eyes

Scratchy throat 
whatever medicine in my head 
messes me up 
makes me miss 
you
try to stay around
waiting
we are always always 
waiting